dreamboak begin now

somewhere in september?
i started drawing again.
..
with my actual hands/ and real paper
.
i owe this much to a good friend
along with family and of course my husband:
who were amazingly supportive
of "cool stuff in general" even like : a "leaf falling"
and
"trying again" even when so much
has been lost, seemingly lost, or the fear of losing more
was pervading every cell of my body.
..

.
i have now begun hundreds of pictures
and do not even care about what was lost
on "hard drive 'd' "
[the above statement could apply to so much more than
[losing an era of one's life-work]
..
"do not walk down that long hard drive, d:
it leads to despair."
.....
well. i was already there, and now i am
crawling my way out.
.
xo.eternal:
and of course
thanks to all dev friends
.
i love looking at your work
it inspires me every day.
~it.s going to be ok.