..
Still:
Love is BIgger.
:....
i am still after 4? years trying to not wear a child's size 12-ish.
OMG! i am so done with doctors.
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please read this : without hearing a negative tone: i am frustrated.
everything is broken: which makes logical sense: since everything was bought or built like SO FRIGGIN LONG AGO and i am really happy it all lasted THIS LONG and a lot of stuff was accomplished and lost and then accomplished again.
.
i am speaking of both recording music [all the gear that takes: even to perform live: professionally or sit in with others: or record for someone etc/ or work at home]

and for creating art: etc. gear just costs: and when you can build it yerself: it is just real cool: but replacing gear is difficult when it finally starts dying on you LIKE PRINTERS. i cannot build a printer. or a monitor. i cannot build a fender amp or a telecaster THAT SOUNDS GOOD. just cant do it.
..
soooooo:
i have been writing a book for 2 years:
avoiding the 2 creative outlets i have always known by another creative one i KNOW NOT A THING ABOUT.
by hand on paper with a pen.
THAT is what i have been doing
and lee and i have both been going to the doctor interminttantly
each week for our own health reasons every other week
THAT'S BEEN AWESOME!!!!!
...
holy God whom i love. HE must really be laffing.
and i am laffing as i write this.
NOT being negative!
kg;elfkgflgke;lgk;hk'hketlkhmblmet'bethj'!



.....................................HUZZZZaaaaHHHHHHHsomuchluv


the object now, is to figure out:
how many boxxes can we make out of the one?
[along with all the extra spare parts]
[for studio A and studio M]
NEVER THROW ANYTHING AWAY UNLESS IT'S COMPLETELY MELTED
or it's been hit by lightening TWICE.
............!
anyhow: it's nice to remember why we are actually paying for cable
and to be able to see the full color spectrum on the 50 lb. monitors.
..
xo . eternal
AUGUST 9. the contract which was bunk anyway ends. it was bunk TWICE EVEN
the second time THERE WAS NO NOTARY PUBLIC PRESENT. I A CANNOT BELIEVE I WAS SO NAIVE. so wotever notary signed AFTERWARDS also COMMITTED ILLEGAL or at best UNETHICAL ACT. EAT THEM APPLES snake.